Methinks I just let a bunch of things get to me all at the exact.same.time so then they make me FREAK out! Not literally freak out, no not in the sense that normal people freak out, but in a quiet and internal kind of sense. I think lately I have been thinking too much about where life is, where it's going and where I wish it was right now. Not in a year or 2, but right now. Apparently, I'm impatient and I'm sure that doesn't help my cause either. Silly, Kaila...
I just want what I've wanted all my life. I guess now it's just so close that I can't help but want it so bad I can almost taste it, it's right there and will be some day soon, just not soon enough. I've waited this long you'd think a little more time wouldn't make me nutty, right? Wrong. I just want to be a wife and a mommy and have my own life, doing things I want to do. Any average, life-loving, maternal, 24 year old would feel the same way.
I probably need to re-channel my brain and keep my thoughts on school and work and preschool things for a while. Sorry, theknot.com, but you will not swoop in and snatch my sanity!
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